Dry tears

Old memories  feel as new
old wounds bleed open
dry tears in my cheek
forgotten sorrows
re-enacted today
once again for the sake
my undying grief.
dancing light of candles
fireworks and joy can't touch me
I rise my cup
wishing to heal
wishing to be somewhere else.

Numb

Light come through the window
as rays intertwined with shadows
the room moves and shakes
I feel numb
I can feel everything
except what it's inside
it's a void of deep darkness
Fears creeping in my bed
paranoia playing games
feelings, emotions driving me insane
cheerful music playing loud
to palliate any grief
any remorse..

What's life?

It's life to fall and pick yourself up
countless times
see a dim of light through endless darkness
love and be wounded
curse and be cursed
lie and be lied to?
is it life a wheel of events
that succede eachother
in a line monotonous happenings?
what is life but misery?
small sparks of joy
in a cloudy sky.

Absent

There is people around
they talk and laugh
they think I'm there
but it's a lie
my mind is gone
dreaming in a better place
feeling the warm of fantasy
instead of the present agony
everything lost its flavour
life feels like nothing
as steam jumping
as emotions trapped in a jar
as dark clouds in the sky.

Winged horse

Sweet melody of silence
I raise my eyes to the skies
begging for you to come 
in descendent flight
Oh, winged horse
I want to ride you through clouds
feel so far from what lies beneath
Be detached of all earthly bound.
Oh, winged horse
take me to the skies
never bring me back
the land of sorrows has no hold on me
my soul is meant for more than grief.

Never be

Sad in the solitud of hours
thinking over and over
about those things
that shall never be again
No tears or words
can bring back
what it's forever lost
no drama scene
no cry to the sky
no prayer
no will
turns fate back
as life is never stopping train
and the only way is foward.

Temptation

The sweet voice of temptation
called me by name
whispeared what I wanted
so desired to be
Followed numb
the guide of the maremaid
directing me to deepest
of a dark ocean of tears.
I sink slowly
staring to the sky
undusting memories
of forbidden bliss
that pull me harder
to the button.

Quiet hatred

If I could forget
and heal like other do
how happy would be
have a smile
instead of this smirk
every detail, every offence
carve deep in my skin
I can´t let go
it´s so alive in me
burning slow
in the flame of quiet hatred.

Sadness takes over

A cold, heavy feeling takes over
it covers my eyes in tears
and fills my mind with darkness
those fears that seem indomitable
being forgotten
being unloved
being alone
the room seem smaller
the air is unbreathable
I´m falling in the void
of my own mind
I´m paralized by my sorrow
speechless in pain
unable to make sense
why memories hurt.
to the point making me insane.

Stranger

I saw you from far
as planets about to collide
my eyes searched for yours
but they only found
an empty look
reserved for a strange sight
one more in the crown
I´ve turned into a stranger
staring unconfortably
as you walk away
I feel the sadness
of being unknown
just a face in crown
just a soul away from home.

Somebody

¨Somebody I used to know¨ by Gotye ft.Kimbra

I love this song, it´s so meaningful.I´m writing two poems inspired by it but I thought about sharing this first. Have a nice day!

Station

it rains
it´s cold
the darkness of the night
approaches
I feel the freezing wind
blowing in my face
taking  pieces of it
I feel the sadness of this station
the people hurring to catch
a bus or the train
always heading in or out
like automatons
with empty eyes.
I look at them all
each of them a world
a hell in their own.
I´ll never know.
Some of them hold hands
cheerfully chatting with their mates
it sounds so vain
a man in a turquoise jacket
sits next to me
he rolls his tobacco
and light his smoke
he is in trance
delighted by a joint
I sink my eyes like knives on his face
to show my disgust
after a while it doesn´t matter anymore
this creature thirsty of destruction
it´s too numb to realize
that I am still around.

Staring at the x-mas tree

The lights around the tree
cheerful red and green
I stare at this tree
I can´t feel the joy
it supposed to give
I don´t look foward
to open presents
to live the life of the masses
to fill my emptiness with things
smile and drink that wine of tears
hide my fears
and show world the face
they want to see.