Hate

I hate to remember
I long to forget
delete every tiny detail
what it was
what I wished to be
I loath your name
despise your face
spit on your pride
of stupid man
I choke on rage
all I wish, it's to forget
lay my head in peace
dream again
see the world with hope
instead of desdain.

Cowboy

Ride to the sunset, cowboy
go to where you come from
don´t look back
there is no one to wave goodbye
start again with a new face
forget the past and smile
so easy, so light
empty headed
a pot as a heart
you can make it
there or anywhere
have youth, have charm
a little brain to match size
all answers on a pipe
Ride to the sunset, cowboy
It´s a small town for such bright guy
take your chance
because no one is waving goodbye.

Illusion

When an illusion dies
it hurts beyond any lost
more than vicious lie
or any high cost

it's losing a dear friend
it's being unfairly condemned
 it's coming home alone
it's spining without control

When an illusion dies
leaves an open wound
a war without allies
it's to feel doomed

there is a funeral in the eyes
no room to improvise
just tears of farewell
a fade joy to remember.

A saviour, a knight

No knight, no saviour
just life as it is
stop believing
in a face that would bring
oh joy
oh happiness for sure
how easy it was
to believe
to see beyond
to wish for a better fate
life in rose
The knight lost his sword
the saviour lost his bravery
I lost my faith in both.

A dark corner

Bleeding hands
broken hopes
hidding in a dark corner
hoping not to be seen
hidding tears
grin, intent of a smile
two walls to hold
in a world that is crumbling
beneath my feet
falling sky in my head
so much sorrow
so much desire
buried slowly in the sand
hearing the sound
crowds all around.

Beast

Carefull the Beast is hidding
behind a scream of respectability
behind the mask of age and wisdom
The Beast smells the air
strong scent of his victim
all to be seem
smiles and grace
Gently persuation of words
that slowly guide the prey to the cave
to be bleed to death
scream and mourn in pain
to satisfie its conceit
to see himself reflected
in terrorized eyes
to play god
to be supreme .

Existing and Living

Breathing in and out
just exist in this world
see the pain and the lost
suffer and die
Live a life
so much to think
to feel
to love
to see
have the right to choose
to be you
Easier to exist just to breath
just be one of many.