Dispair

what can I do with this tears?
that overflow my cheeks
this deep sorrow
being unloved
uncared
unknown
What can I do with words?
sentences that claim
I am very brave
to scream outside
that I am a moron
chasing dreams so high
what can I do with this life?
that bends and changes
never for my gain
but to hurt and pain.

Sadness

It´s raining in my head
all the leaves are grey
I can´t help this fate
the wind blows north
my words turned sore
silence embraced my throat
uncertainty shakes my soul.

Bitter sweet

The flavor your leave in my mind

how to describe such peculiar delight

it is full of life with a touch of fright

so fleeting as a sigh

cruelty dependency

with masochistic tendencies

words  fly  out

accurate darts straight afar

racking effect of what seems less

it´s all in my mind, you said

perhaps I imagine the dread

really you do not what you meant.

Distance

Distance took its toll
distrust reigns in your heart
dark thoughts blind your mind
I can´t be near you
It can´t be as it used to
there is a wall between us
too much to say to defend
pointless arguments
when sentence is served
our time is up
life can´t stop
I place no blame
no sour regrets
wish you well.

Argument

A strange force takes over
I have control no longer
cruel things are said
anything makes sense
feeling empty and sad
as a disagreement became a quarrel
smirk for a smile
words sound so unkind
nothing feels fine
He said should not take it so hard
well a joke is to mock
but why hurts for so long?

Peace

Let us have peace
enjoy concordance
as you are dear to me
I can not longer dispute
Cruel battles are over
It´s time to end hostilities
far more possibilities
to embrace serenity
Let us have peace
tilts wiped by the breeze
sense back in place
delight in our fate.

Unhopeful

Torn in pieces
confused by caprices
delusional crave
hysterical rave

satirical praise
intertwine in lace
love in rage
hate in fate

words that make
utterly no sense
aversion is fake
impossible fence.

Fascination

I find my delight on you
those smiling eyes
that playful smile
the sound of your voice
the unintended touch of your hands
my heart overflows
my eyes can´t hide my devotion
fascinated by your sight
spellbound is my soul
to blindly adore you
unhopeful and lost
every attempt to detach
fantasy from passion.

Enchant me

Embrace me with your words
touch me with your voice
Enchant me with your eyes
that look so divine
Sing songs of melancholic tone
take me to a stroll in the snow
I want to fall in your arms
forget of the world
 the wounds that still sore
Caress my hair softly
let me get lost in the moment
when unaware you
Embrace me with your words
touch me with your voice
Enchant me with your eyes.

Ready to go

Coat on, black boots

ready to go

sail to the land of never more

no sorrows

he leaves so empty

so full of pride

no more lies, he said

no more time

gone to waste

coat on, black boots

ready to go

the clock is ticking

no time to waste

or  tears to spare

no sad speeches

no loving words

not a desperate,

¨please stay¨

it´s time to move on

coat on, black boots

ready to go.

Let's no pretend

Let's no pretend
there is something else
Know well
I am in for the fun
not for the long run
let's no pretend
that we are some one else
playing with masks
playing with facts
playing with what we lack
Let's not pretend
decieve  ourselves
hidding our cards
behind our backs
Let's no pretend
no reason why
helpless fight
to end it, polite.

River´s Stone (revised version)

A rock in the stream

far more beautiful

than the rest

caught my eye

The sun´s light made it stand

among so many

A stone in a pile

so unique needed to be mine

I reached for it

hold it in my hand

but the shine was gone

It was just a stone

that shone under the stream

because of the sun

It was just a rock

dry inside and cold

nothing more.

The walls built around

The arrogance in the eyes
the walls  built around
the mystery surrounding
the impossible marked by a ring
 Such taste for the forbidden
could be hardly hidden
carries adventure in a sight
promises, pleasures divine
a fool rush through
finding indifference so cool
painful delight of being rebuffed
repeatedly silenced
adoring eyes cast away
doomed attempt 
take a brick from the wall
to never see beyond.

Tears

Salty drops fill my cheeks
I can not control the rain
I can not see beyond
my thoughts, my fantasies
ideas that  became beliefs
Subjectives realities
objective dreams
chasing  me
pushing me beyond
the line of insanity
is it the sunset or sundown?
or both in one.
I can not see beyond
my thoughts, my fantasies.

Darling Boo

Darling boo

sweet enchanting are you

a smile wipes away any woe

pleasure and delight

no worries who

always on the run

for something new

I shall weep a tear

or two

for my darling boo

that will be always you.