Alone like always

The time passes
tick, tock,
alone in a corner
like an old toy
forgotten there
today it feels
like the world
turned cold
colder than before
the time passes
tick, tock
still my voice echo
hello? hello?
anyone there.
dead silence replies.

In pieces

Tears run down my cheek

wish you were here

to talk to me

to make me laugh

to put my pieces together

but you are not

not a word

not a call

nothing at all

the distance is killing

your coldness

Tears run down my cheek

wish you were here

to tell me

I should not wait for you

because you do not care

simply I am nothing to you.

That word

Could I use that word?
it feels so odd
it feels so good
It feels like I need you
when I don´t
Could I use that word~?
your kisses are sweet
full of fire too.
I´m burning.
Could I use that word?
my body vibrates on your hands
I crumble in your embrace
every particle of me wants you
in me.
Could I use that word?
am I allowed?
to feel so much
to want you with such intensity

Another day

Today should be especial
it is a day to celebrate
to be happy and great
Today should be especial
but it is not
it is just another day
according to your calendar
no presents or cards to give
no love to send and recieve
just a day,
to work and fight in the field
But
Today should be especial
but it is not at the end
because you are not here
and you don't know
that just a call
just a visit
would have made the difference: