One night

One night, he came
from far away
to make me smile
oh, yes
I was his lost princess
and he opened every door for me
oh, god
If I could do it all over again
I would have kissed him
not at the end but at the beginning
I would have lived that night intensively
I would have told him
that he was my dream
funny, smart and polite
a gentleman all the way
sigh..
it was just that one chance
he made me happy
he left, never to be heard again
for one night
I was his lost princess
and life was great.

Lsst words to Jo

It took me so long
to figure you out
Seven months that I won´t get back
your deep blue eyes
your winner smile
it seems so far away
nearly a year since I last saw you
our mediocre rondevouz
your cold and detached self
it was too much
too much to bare.


I learned to value my time
to value myself
God, You were a mistake
you gave me nothing
but tears and pain.

I bet you are still the same
a fix everytime you feel something
to make you unsensible
a cigarrette to calm the nerves
yes, we were pathetic together
Now, you´re pathetic alone.
Cheers to what we had
My dear, one thing I have clear
I don´t want a mediocre lover
that gives me nothing
I want passion and love
fire in heart
joy in my soul
ALL those things, you are not.

Cheers to the bad!

Cheers to the bad
cheers to the worst.
I dodged a bullet
luck is on my side
Somehow life got better
the moon shines with all the stars
it has never been a better night
a glass of scotch
and new perspectives
finally a good hand
royal flush to show off
I won
to the amaze of some.

Call me

Every minute in every hour
for the last day
my only thought is you
I crave for you
if you could call me
and say, you love me
you miss me
as much as I do
that would make me so happy
The silence is killing
always says more than words.
the wind whispers
rumours
perhaps I need more silence
to accept
You don´t want me
you don´t need me
and love was my illusion
never on your plans.