To be the one

I have tried to be the one
when I know I am not
I took my part
I played the rol
I said the words
made promises of forever more
I said, I would be good
I won´t be sad no more
But only truth
the one beneath the
 facade
It´s that have lied
I wanted to be the one
so much
I played the rol to convince myself
to be content when I am not
I loved the dream of us
the diamont, the house, the child
Picture of what it should be
but it is not
I take the blame
in exchange for the key
to open my door
´cos I can not stay locked no more.