Mediocre words

Tell me again how you feel about me
use those mediocre words, you´re so fond of
say you like me, that I´m okay
pretty but sarcastic
talented but poor
not good enough
say no more

Tell me again, how you feel about me
use those mediocre words you´re so fond of
say, you want me
that I am nice
but you can not make promises
that I shouldn´t have expectations of you

Tell me again, how you feel about me
please, I beg you
use those mediocre words you´re so fond of
say, that I´m unemployed
a single mom like it was a sin.
or even better, stare at me with pity
because so far, I think
that´s all I can inspire on you
pity and lust
peculiar combination.

Tell me again, how you feel about me
use those mediocre words you´re so fond of
say them loud and clear
so it hurts me deep enough every time
until, all I once felt for you..
it´s gone.