Opium

Sweet lips that
 I have kissed
tender chest
 I have embraced
Oh wonderful glory
my opium, my drug
my poison of choise
eyes so divine
hair as the sun
in his arms
my mind was lost
all dignity gone
I cried my fate
cursed my past
All to be numb
kiss those lips
embrace a dream
doze off in a lie.

Grow up

He said grow up
stop childish indecisions
I looked down in shame
nothing desired more
to be as he wished
descisive,assertive and brave
time has passed
salty waves wet the shore
many ships have gone out of sight
sundowns and sunrises
Nothing would do
still a child at heart
still playing with fire
still betting against the odds
still dancing alone.

Departure

We parted in peace
so it seems
You took your way
so far away
I cried my shared
blamed and cursed
lame and lost
the cold lonely embrace
of what's gone
I mourned your departure
like a wheeping widow
in my night pillow.
I made big fuss
kick and shout
all in vain
as you are gone.

Done and over

Words turned in sentences
turned into a letter
it was a last goodbye
a simple good luck
Rather for what it was
than for what it is
No feelings involve
only the wish of no return
turn the page
let it go
slowly lost on the horizon
partly hurted
partly realeased
wholly done.