Silence

Tell me in a whisper
Tell me with a sigh
what your heart longs
what your mind denies

sleep with one eye open
kiss my lips
stare at me
like I´m going mad
any moment now

Tell me with a whisper
tell me with a sigh
what your heart longs
what your mind denies

Your silence is a sign
there is something locked
another secret for me to find
what could it be?
wonder and wonder

tell me with a whisper
tell me with a sigh
what your heart longs
what your mind denies

Alone like always

The time passes
tick, tock,
alone in a corner
like an old toy
forgotten there
today it feels
like the world
turned cold
colder than before
the time passes
tick, tock
still my voice echo
hello? hello?
anyone there.
dead silence replies.

In pieces

Tears run down my cheek

wish you were here

to talk to me

to make me laugh

to put my pieces together

but you are not

not a word

not a call

nothing at all

the distance is killing

your coldness

Tears run down my cheek

wish you were here

to tell me

I should not wait for you

because you do not care

simply I am nothing to you.

That word

Could I use that word?
it feels so odd
it feels so good
It feels like I need you
when I don´t
Could I use that word~?
your kisses are sweet
full of fire too.
I´m burning.
Could I use that word?
my body vibrates on your hands
I crumble in your embrace
every particle of me wants you
in me.
Could I use that word?
am I allowed?
to feel so much
to want you with such intensity

Another day

Today should be especial
it is a day to celebrate
to be happy and great
Today should be especial
but it is not
it is just another day
according to your calendar
no presents or cards to give
no love to send and recieve
just a day,
to work and fight in the field
But
Today should be especial
but it is not at the end
because you are not here
and you don't know
that just a call
just a visit
would have made the difference:

No word

Wonder
Cold and distant you became
the spark on your eyes is gone
don´t you fancy me anymore?
has your passion extinguished?
have you confused love with lust?
no word of you in so long
careless and mean
is this a sign?
Should I say goodbye?
should I turn my back on you?

Afraid

Tell me you don´t have fears

with those brown eyes

Tell me, you love me

and you´ll be there for me 

Tell me, I beg you please

that you need me as much as I do

Tell me, you´re sure

and you´ll hold my hand ´til the end

Tell me all that

and I´ll believe you

But if you can´t tell me any of that

just say, you´re not mine

and that you´ll never be

then I´ll walk away

and disapear on the dark

forever.

Like a dream that never happened.