Grave

Decaying on my grave
the sweet smell of oblivion
the peace of no longer being
the death snatched me
way longer than the worms
my soul started to grow restless
wanting to escape this fleshy jail
until the day my heart finally gave up
but I am still
I am not gone
I remain awake
in a dream, I can not longer wake up.

Done

It was a nightmare
it was the dark
it took over
it made me sad
I cried tears of fire
the price of faulted desire
it´s over and done
I smile at last.

Bursting bubbles

Every memory encapsule in a bubble
floating around shinning in the sun
I wish, I could burst them all
free from memories from a past
they are not real
they are made of soap
air, water..
They´ll fly, they´ll fade.

Away

The unreachable distance
miles and miles
between valleys
across mountains
he loves me
I know,
He wants to come back
but the import part is
that He left me without remorse.
when he comes back
it will be just you and me
he hopes.
my voice fades
my tears dry
I wish, my voice could reach you
I cannot be yours
I´ve tried to stitch your name
on my heart to keep you there
but my heart is too wild
he refuses to be tame
I must let you down
I might lose a friend
but I cannot deceive
the truth is in my eyes.

Lost

I´ve lost my way
the fog is too thick
there is no path to follow
there is no prince
there is no knight
there is no saviour
there is no sign
to guide my way out
In my knees and crying
where can I go?
I´m lost
I´m like a child again
I need guidance
I need to be embraced
I need to be cherish
I need to be loved
I´m all alone
I need to fend for my own.

The tall man in the train.

You were a dream

the reason I woke up

for months

all I wanted, it was to see your face

to breath the same air

You were my escape

my impossible prince

my heroe

my friend

I did nothing but insult you

and be mean with you 

I have never knew how to show

my love and appreciation

I write this with tears in my eyes

part of my heart, it will be always yours

even though you never wanted it

if I could touch you

hold your hand

kiss your lips

just once 

and then bury all this feelings inside of me

I would

but I know, that´s unthinkable for you

I am just a face a crowd

someone to feel sorry about

Remember, You are so especial to me

You are my idea of perfection

I love the sound your voice,

the color of your eyes

your smile when you talk about what you like

the black suit and blue shirt

your unshaved face

I could write poetry about you every day

but I won´t

I´m letting you go 

and you´ll never know

how beautiful and unique, you were for that girl in the train.

The shouting mad man

He shouts in the dark
curses and spit
He turns into an animal
full of thirst and anger
careful, careful
to fall for his act
he pretends to be tamed and nice
But deep inside
He knows
He´s wild and mean
like no other can be
his uglinest prevails
He tries to disguise
his true nature
But it´s there to be seen
little pieces of his fur all over the floor.
His foul smell tells it all.